I am starting to really be over this pregnancy. I am feeling uncomfortable and huge. I am sick trying to be tough and hardcore. Sometimes Mommy needs to be babied too. Sometimes I need dinner ready for me and a little extra love. I know my hormones are going crazy and I am being a little bit of a crybaby, but hey my life is going to completely change in just a few weeks. I will have to push a watermelon out of my va-jay-jay and devote the next year of my life to nursing and having to be the sole provider to a completely dependent baby. I am excited and I can't wait to welcome a new baby into our family, but I am scared! Am I ready to give up just having two kids to now having 3? Not really. I am super nervous and worried I will not be able to give all 3 kids the love and attention they deserve. I feel like I don't have my 2 kids completely under control and I worry they will feel replaced by a very needy baby brother. I am trying to savor these last few weeks I have with just my Gavin and Parker. I am trying to do a few extra things with them and take in every last day I have with just them. I realize I am a little dramatic but that is how I am feeling right now. I may feel different in a few minutes.: ) I guess that's just being super pregnant!This little baby is growing and all ready in position for his big escape. I had to have another ultrasound a few days ago because they were worried he was small based on the size of my belly. But I guess teaching 12 fitness classes a week can make your tummy measure small. :) He weighed in at 6lb 11 oz based on the ultrasound measurements, so with a little over 3 weeks to go he is not going to be too small. Thank goodness.
Here is to a few more weeks of having a gigantic belly!
Here is to a few more weeks of having a gigantic belly!
